so i was doing my usual routine, surfing the net, looking at random sites with the tv on in the background. apparently, the notebook was playing. a specific quote stood out to me.

"summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: they are shooting stars - a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. and in a flash, they’re gone"

it’s been a while since my last post and i am almost perfectly sure that it’ll also take a while before my next.

i just needed an outlet and alas, here i am typing away on tumblr.

the past couple of months have definitely been draining: physically, and most certainly emotionally.

i was at a point where i was questioning almost everything. problems just seemed to be piling on top of the other and it looked as though there would be no end to that dilemma.

the thing is, i am in a different place right now.

it’s true what they say, it gets better.

i am in a good place right now and after such a long time, i feel like things are now falling into their rightful place.

there’s something exciting about not knowing about the future. i, for one, am looking forward to it.

can’t wait ‘til the second half of the year! (:

sometimes

sometimes i feel stuffed, i feel like my world’s getting so small i have no space, no air to breath, nothing.

maybe i need to go to some far off place where i know no one and no one knows me, and start from scratch.

if only i could do that.

sad thing is,

i can’t

#random  

maybe

maybe it isn’t too late to put things back to the way they were after all. or maybe not. maybe.

#random  

i love how you don’t have that same effect on me anymore

cause sometimes, i just wanna be random ›

restored my account. deleted all the old answers though. now y’all should go and ask me new ones. (:

#random  

Late phone calls.

binh-nart:

I miss falling asleep on the phone at night. Just talking about anything. I miss staying up all night and just talk on the phone. It doesn’t have to be someone special, as long as you can carry the conversation. I’d really like that. 

(via jahhaaaayben-deactivated2012082)

#random  

i felt as if it was summer again, everything was back to normal, we were back to doing those crazy things we used to do, and we enjoyed it.

and i can’t believe how stupid i am for letting myself feel that way.

so i was looking at our old pictures and i suddenly remembered how great everything felt. i miss the random kisses. HAHAHA

okay. posted it here cause i needed to rant out and my tumblr was open. and maybe cause i haven’t posted anything in like forever.

how i spent my saturday night. well, it’s more like how i spend my saturday nights. usually with these people. since last week was my birthday week, i’ve been out and about every single night from tuesday to saturday, sort of celebrating my birthday. haha

one more party this weekend then i’m officially saying goodbye to my birthday this year. haha