you broke into my life and spread yourself throughout everything. now you’re miles away and every single thing reminds me of you.
days like today just make me want to curl up into a ball and just forget about everything. for the first time in such a long time i just wanted to shut down and close off everything. how long do i have to ease through it all? ugh.
so i was doing my usual routine, surfing the net, looking at random sites with the tv on in the background. apparently, the notebook was playing. a specific quote stood out to me.
"summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: they are shooting stars - a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. and in a flash, they’re gone"
it’s been a while since my last post and i am almost perfectly sure that it’ll also take a while before my next.
i just needed an outlet and alas, here i am typing away on tumblr.
the past couple of months have definitely been draining: physically, and most certainly emotionally.
i was at a point where i was questioning almost everything. problems just seemed to be piling on top of the other and it looked as though there would be no end to that dilemma.
the thing is, i am in a different place right now.
it’s true what they say, it gets better.
i am in a good place right now and after such a long time, i feel like things are now falling into their rightful place.
there’s something exciting about not knowing about the future. i, for one, am looking forward to it.
can’t wait ‘til the second half of the year! (:
sometimes i feel stuffed, i feel like my world’s getting so small i have no space, no air to breath, nothing.
maybe i need to go to some far off place where i know no one and no one knows me, and start from scratch.
if only i could do that.
sad thing is,
maybe it isn’t too late to put things back to the way they were after all. or maybe not. maybe.
restored my account. deleted all the old answers though. now y’all should go and ask me new ones. (:
I miss falling asleep on the phone at night. Just talking about anything. I miss staying up all night and just talk on the phone. It doesn’t have to be someone special, as long as you can carry the conversation. I’d really like that.
i felt as if it was summer again, everything was back to normal, we were back to doing those crazy things we used to do, and we enjoyed it.
and i can’t believe how stupid i am for letting myself feel that way.